This has been 𝒪n 𝓂y mind…

…and in my heart.

and with that, this song… I must have played it north of 10 times in one sitting. I needed the words to register in my brain, and anchor my heart.

I have been pretty open with where I am in my last couple posts. This one is no different. I felt scattered this past week. My thoughts were all over the place, very intrusive, and annoyingly disruptive. I didn’t like it at all. Not one bit. But I did wallow for a second. Well, ’twas more like a minute. A really long minute.

Everything was just suddenly overwhelming. The words, the images, the magnitude of what’s been lost, the burden of folks I have never met, and all else. Gwash I was overwhelmed, to the point of not knowing what, or how to pray. Right then, I could have done with a good scream.

But see, Abba just always knows what I need. There He was, sitting by the well, waiting for me, to fill what He formed. Right there, in the midst of my scrolling, is where He met me. “𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓊𝓅 𝒸𝒽𝒾𝓁𝒹”, He said. My call to action, but one that echoed surrender.

That’s all I have for you today darlings. Look up. Look up child.

Happy monyaaaaaaay!

xoxo

Mel.